Dulu - Sekarang

Dulu, aku nangisnya cuman karena mainan.

sekarang, agak level up gitu, nangisnya karena cinta... *huek*

Now, I was in 19 years old.

I've a boyfriend, he's not handsome... he's not rich... he's sucks!!!! he's always make cry... 

Sometimes, I felt I was wrong has chosen him as my lover... -_-

but, at least......

although he often make cry, he can make me happy at the same time too...

I love him :)

This has been 7 months I was with him. together. a half year.

I dont know, how the continuation my relationship with him... I just only hope, that our relationship is never end. Insha'Allah. (but that impossibble -_-)

I love him, however he always make me hurt, always make me down, always make me.... arrrggghhhh!!!!!!

I still can not get angry with him....  I always forgive him.

I just only hope, that he'll not hurting me and appreciate all the things that I gave to him :)

Cause he my nomber one boyfriend I've had :)

He's the one ever make me felt like this.. I dont wanna missing him...

I might be able to smile in front of all men, but

just for you and in front of you I can cries and fall the tears :')

I love him... I love him...

I love him :3